| 好想死 好想死 真的好想死..
but always
this is easier said than act
a lonely, un-merry xmas
a year has lapsed
i can see nth
i m waiting for sth
so desperately
craving for it
perhaps suddenly it vanishes
never comes back
so lost
who cares? only i care
i m the only unhappy one?
i m not sure...
maybe sth i dun understand
sth i can never understand
i cannot control wt i m thinking
just keep thinking thinking n thinking
when will this end
and start all over again |
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| I have no idea what i am dong
one, and then stop
tomorrow the next one,
and the day after tomorrow
the day after the day after the day...
its not ok now
its really not ok now |
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| i think
we are both tired
every time
i told myself, this is the last time
ok
now
this is the last time
never speak never mention never ask
stay calm
stay numb
stay still
>>>>>> .>> >> >> > >>>>>. |
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| 一靜下來就哭了
最近的感覺好無助
的確好無助
大家不知怎樣解決
方法
不是左 便是右
讓眼淚一直下
流乾
就會完 |
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| i want somewhere to vent
i need sometime to vent
so cold, feel so cold, my body, my heart, my tears
so cold
so cold
its time to face the truth |
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